♥ 4 A Lifetime

“Any time you sincerely want to make a change, the first thing you must do is to raise your standards. When people ask me what really changed my life eight years ago, I tell them that absolutely the most important thing was changing what I demanded of myself. I wrote down all the things I would no longer accept in my life, all the things I would no longer tolerate, and all the things that I aspired to becoming. ”

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

38 weeks pregnant

so i went to my NST appointment yesterday, and found out a lot of great news and shocking ones too!
as i was laying there tryna feel each kick, chelle arnold and mikaeighla walked in and she showed me the highlight of my day haha.
i hope its a boy this time so that traehston can have a buddy to play with :)
now he officially has 2 cousins yay.
anywho. went up to kimotos right after and it took hella long for him to see me cuz something about he had an emergency c-section the day before and all his appointments had to reschedule.
i hate when he checks me every week. he always laughs and teases me cuz i whine and squirm so much when hes pushing in against my cervix. ugh. he tells me i have to massage my vagina more so it doesnt hurt haha.
whatevers, well i started bleeding after that check up.
traehston finally flipped over and his head is down, so he rescheduled my NST appointment on friday from 10 am to 2 pm so that i can get another ultrasound to check how much TKs grown.
gahssssshhh im due in less than 2 weeks its so exciting.
last night i had braxton hicks omfg they are not pleasant lemme tell yeah that.
i had to sit on the toilet more than 5 times in less than an hour because it felt like i had to take a shit. but it was just contractions. first time i felt those kind of contractions. they were like the worst menstrual cramps you can ever imagine. ugh....

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Baby Boy

"When you in love with a man, he can make you feel high. so high you just be in outer space. but a man can also make you feel low. real low. and he can keep you there. keep you down. if you let him. dont even worry about feeling used. it's just temporary everyone gets used. men use women, women use men. just face the fact that you're going to be used. but if you feel so used, you aint got nothing left... it the man aint giving you the energy you need to love his ass... even when he's acting like a bastard, you need to let it go. if you aint got nothing to give yourself, or your baby...
you wont have it to give it to him."