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“Any time you sincerely want to make a change, the first thing you must do is to raise your standards. When people ask me what really changed my life eight years ago, I tell them that absolutely the most important thing was changing what I demanded of myself. I wrote down all the things I would no longer accept in my life, all the things I would no longer tolerate, and all the things that I aspired to becoming. ”

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

To my surprise!






Happy birthday to me :D

thanks babe for throwing me a surprise bbq.
that was so sweet of you lol.
even tho i found out haha.

so on the 15th, (i know im a late blogger haha lazy das why) norman dropped me off to the hospital for my biweekly drs apt. he couldnt stay because he said he had to go back and get his pumps... so i just went without him. then when i got done he wasnt answering my calls and i was getting SUPER annoyed cuz i was already waiting for 15 minutes and he still didnt pick me up. then he finally answers and says he'll call me back when hes almost there hes getting out of the base. so whatevers i just wait downstairs and play brick breaker on my phone till he gets here. then i try calling back again cuz it was almost 4 and i was getting impatient. he didnt answer. then when he finally does he tells me "OH i call u back clifford calling." so i wait till he calls me back, but he doesnt, lol. so i call him back and then again "wait i call you back clifford calling" so i got suspicious, like "is that even clifford or what?!" so i told him to prove it and three way it cuz what could be so important that he needs to talk to clifford all the time instead of picking my ass up from the hospital!
then all of a sudden i hear them yelling about "ahhh so ruin" blah blah blah i didnt know what they were talking about yet i had to wait and listen a while then normans big mouth was the one who said she knows....i was like "knows what?!" and norman blurts out "hello i was tryna make a surprise!!" hahaha so cute.

so apparently the whole time, he didnt have to pick up his pumps. he was buying food and dropping it off at cliffords house to bbq and he was ordering my cake and balloons hahaa so sweet so cute.
so we go home first and hes downstairs drinking with zip pack rodney and already drunk. annie drops of dahli and she stayed with me for a while in the valley when we got there and just played with marley and marcuz. too bad i couldnt drink foreals it would have been so great. they finished the grey goose and hennessy and a little bit of crown, they didnt drink the black label cuz thas for my uncle bang, norman bought it for him haha so sweet haha suck up! lol.
but we waited till 12 am and they came out with a cake and all sang to me haha so funny and stupid homo caked me ergh so nasty i hated that haha but it was fun. thanks cliff and anne for using ur house to bbq and for the balloons and roses haha beat normans little hello kitty balloon haha. and thanks to everyone who came and surprised me.
it was a good night, wish i took more pics but was too busy talking and eating haha

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"When you in love with a man, he can make you feel high. so high you just be in outer space. but a man can also make you feel low. real low. and he can keep you there. keep you down. if you let him. dont even worry about feeling used. it's just temporary everyone gets used. men use women, women use men. just face the fact that you're going to be used. but if you feel so used, you aint got nothing left... it the man aint giving you the energy you need to love his ass... even when he's acting like a bastard, you need to let it go. if you aint got nothing to give yourself, or your baby...
you wont have it to give it to him."