“Any time you sincerely want to make a change, the first thing you must do is to raise your standards. When people ask me what really changed my life eight years ago, I tell them that absolutely the most important thing was changing what I demanded of myself. I wrote down all the things I would no longer accept in my life, all the things I would no longer tolerate, and all the things that I aspired to becoming. ”
so my water breaks and normans no where around me.
because of fighting the night before for going out with his friends and drinking and getting drunk and not answering my calls.
even telling his friends for not answer my calls.
i go to the hospital with someone else (not him obviously)
still tryna get in contact with him, he still doesnt answer because he assumes im just gonna tell him to go home or yell at him or something hes just gonna be stupid and not answer.
i give birth and everyones still tryna call him and he still doesnt answer (cuz he's hung over and sleeping and being lazy)
next morning, still no answer. even if i call someone from downstairs to check if he home to let him know, he doesnt wake up or doesnt give a shit cuz he's so dam selfish only thinking about his gah dayum self.--
FMLIF.....
Baby Boy
"When you in love with a man, he can make you feel high. so high you just be in outer space. but a man can also make you feel low. real low. and he can keep you there. keep you down. if you let him. dont even worry about feeling used. it's just temporary everyone gets used. men use women, women use men. just face the fact that you're going to be used. but if you feel so used, you aint got nothing left... it the man aint giving you the energy you need to love his ass... even when he's acting like a bastard, you need to let it go. if you aint got nothing to give yourself, or your baby...
you wont have it to give it to him."
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