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“Any time you sincerely want to make a change, the first thing you must do is to raise your standards. When people ask me what really changed my life eight years ago, I tell them that absolutely the most important thing was changing what I demanded of myself. I wrote down all the things I would no longer accept in my life, all the things I would no longer tolerate, and all the things that I aspired to becoming. ”

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

"In-Laws"

norman's family stresses me out.
its like 99 problems...

he needs to wise up on his spending and gambling habit and learn how to budget cuz he's starting to loose it and he's taking out all his frustration with me and i HATE IT!

especially when he asks me to overdraft my account. I KNOW hes good for it but wat...after a million overdraft "FEES". thats why i stop letting him overdraft my account, cuz asb fees are too high and plus, im not fucken working so wtf i have no money period in my account.

ugh hes making me go crazy.

see when his STUPID CRACK HEAD FATHER had to pocket his mom's plane ticket money to go philippines. fucken dumb ass.

supposedly they need both signers up there to sell there land or whatever now normans tryna get money to send his mom there but he has too much bills to pay and the fucken land is not a garuntee sell.
fuck i swear idk wtf goes on their fucken fob heads.

>> i think << normans gonna come up with the money to send his mom p.i. but they not gon be able to sell the land so he's gonna waste his money on her when he could use that to pay for either

1. the LATE car payment
2. INSURANCE
3. FUCKEN RENT!!
4. both our cell phone bills
5. ARNOLD...because he's still paying $500 a month from football bets
6. Clifford because he borrowed so much already from him
7. fuck i dont know whatelse or whoelse he owes but his life is financially screwed!!!!!!!!

now hes complaining that he's not gonna be able to help out with my baby shower.
fuck how da fuck he gon take care of "this" family..meaning "me him and traehston" when he's born...??

ugh. i wat did i get myself into

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"When you in love with a man, he can make you feel high. so high you just be in outer space. but a man can also make you feel low. real low. and he can keep you there. keep you down. if you let him. dont even worry about feeling used. it's just temporary everyone gets used. men use women, women use men. just face the fact that you're going to be used. but if you feel so used, you aint got nothing left... it the man aint giving you the energy you need to love his ass... even when he's acting like a bastard, you need to let it go. if you aint got nothing to give yourself, or your baby...
you wont have it to give it to him."