♥ 4 A Lifetime

“Any time you sincerely want to make a change, the first thing you must do is to raise your standards. When people ask me what really changed my life eight years ago, I tell them that absolutely the most important thing was changing what I demanded of myself. I wrote down all the things I would no longer accept in my life, all the things I would no longer tolerate, and all the things that I aspired to becoming. ”

Friday, May 29, 2009

i dont need to...

be wasting my time tryna keep up with all the hurtfull & hatefull things you say or feel about me.
if you dont like me, then you dont.
if you feel you need to express all that over the web to make your self esteem better then go ahead and do that.

keeping my priorities and life straight is pretty hard when drama keeps coming back into my life after ive oontinously tried to keep out of it.

its ok if you feel sorry for me, i know you do and i know people talk about me and the way i handle my shit.

even tho my boyfriend has good friends that have girlfriends that dont like me, i dont stop him from being friends with them. but its sad that i have to see him suffering and keeping himself away from them because of it. he knows the way i feel and how awkward it is when he brings me out and everyone just gangs up on me. thats why he doesnt include himself in anything.

people think its easy but it sure as hell aint.
all i can do now is just pray for those who care less about situations like these and to look forward to better days because i know im a better person when im away from all the bs going on behind my back.

im glad i go to church and turned to God despite all the bad things ive done, and are going on in my life, i know i can turn to him.
Posted by MonicaBrittny at 1:33 AM

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"When you in love with a man, he can make you feel high. so high you just be in outer space. but a man can also make you feel low. real low. and he can keep you there. keep you down. if you let him. dont even worry about feeling used. it's just temporary everyone gets used. men use women, women use men. just face the fact that you're going to be used. but if you feel so used, you aint got nothing left... it the man aint giving you the energy you need to love his ass... even when he's acting like a bastard, you need to let it go. if you aint got nothing to give yourself, or your baby...
you wont have it to give it to him."