♥ 4 A Lifetime

“Any time you sincerely want to make a change, the first thing you must do is to raise your standards. When people ask me what really changed my life eight years ago, I tell them that absolutely the most important thing was changing what I demanded of myself. I wrote down all the things I would no longer accept in my life, all the things I would no longer tolerate, and all the things that I aspired to becoming. ”

Monday, March 30, 2009

breakin out with hives

Wat da eff man!

Took zyrtec last night and slept all day today. After me n norman got home from the movies I fell asleep which was around 4or5ish till 9pm. Ate spaghetti n chicken n used da restroom n looked in da mirror to find my entie face swollen n red with hives. Ew

I looked like I've been attacked by bees haha

My eyebags were bumped n hivey looky n itchy n my face started to heat up.

So I took a cold shower n rubbed benadryl

Its was about 1230am n I called dr kimoto n he said to continue taking zyrtec n call my regular dr. Tomorrow if it gets worse.

I didn't take any yet cuz I already rubbed benadryl all over my itchy spots. Maybe in the middle of the night like last night ill wake up itching n will have to take da zyrtec. Only thing bad about that pill is it makes me really really tired.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

stupidity

There's a difference between being ignorant and just acting ignorant.

And knowing someone who are the first of these two things is the most irritant thing in the world!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

pregnancy survey

Take this survey if you are pregnant

Your name?
britt moni
Fathers name?
norman
Are you still with him?
sure am
Were you trying to get pregnant?
no no no no. lol

When you found out

When did you find out?
december 11, 2008 lol
Were did you find out?
at annie n mikes bathroom
How far along were you?
a little over 2 months
What was your reaction?
"why is there a plus and minus sign...i dont get it" lol
Who was the first person you told?
dahli haha she was in the bathroom with me lol
How did you tell the father?
on the phone while he was at work...he never believe
What was his reaction?
"ya watever" lol

All about your pregnancy

When is your due date?
august 4.09
Did you have any morning sickness?
just my first trimester
What are your fears?
after birth =(
What are you most happy about?
its a boyeeee!
Did you want a boy or girl?
boy
What did the father want boy or girl?
boy also but he said doesnt matter as long as baby is healthy
Do you know what your haveing?
yep
Do you have a name picked out?
sure do
How much weight have you gained?
last time i was at the drs office they told me a total of 11 lbs..
Have you felt the baby move?
yes and its amazing!!

When you have the baby

Are you keeping the baby?
hell ya
Do you plan on a natural or medicated birth?
natural. unless theres complications
Are you scared about labor?
a little
What do you think will be the worst part of labor?
the after birth like i said lol
Have you taken any classes?
no just one time wen michelle was preggos lol
Who will be in the delivery room?
deffntly my baby daddy, hopefully the fam will make it down in time to witness my son being born
Are you having the birth videotaped?
if chelle video tapes lol
Do you think you will cry when you see the baby for the first time?
we'll see
What do you think the fathers reaction to the baby will be?
idk. happy
How do you think family and friends will feel?
"oh my gahhh she has a baby!" lol

Kickin'

today was just the cutest.
i was so mad with norman because of last night, so i attempted to give him the silent treatment.
but then when he came home from work today, i was blabbing on and on about how he doesnt care about the baby, then we kinda made up and cuddled and watched vh1.

while he was hugging me, i told him baby keeps kicking me and that he doesnt even wanna feel.
so he put his arm around my tummy and baby kicked a good hard kick and he looked at me and said "WHOA!" haha
that was so cute.
he never actually felt baby kicking thats why!
aw...special moments ill always remember :)

Monday, March 23, 2009

baby kicks :D

Today :D
I felt baby kick his hardest for the first time!!
Its such an amasing feeling :D
He's been kicking like crazy today for some reason haha. But I love it lol

Friday, March 20, 2009

lately...

ive been having the hardest time sleeping at night =(
i dont know if its the bed thats too small, or what...
ive been sleeping on my sides lately because i notice when i sleep on my back i have a hard time breathing.
and on top of things, norman crowds me and smashes all night.
im like up against the wall already falling into the crack of the bed haha.

well, im up till about 5am everymorning until norman goes off to work, thats when i get a good night sleep. or should i say good MORNING sleep haha

our cables been out for the past 2 weeks and i have nothing but the internet my phone and my ds to keep my occupied during the day when normans not around.
i hate this.
i want my car back =(

well its friday, hopefully my weekend will cheer me up =)

im off this shit now.
i really need to try sleeping earlier.
so hard...
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Baby Boy

"When you in love with a man, he can make you feel high. so high you just be in outer space. but a man can also make you feel low. real low. and he can keep you there. keep you down. if you let him. dont even worry about feeling used. it's just temporary everyone gets used. men use women, women use men. just face the fact that you're going to be used. but if you feel so used, you aint got nothing left... it the man aint giving you the energy you need to love his ass... even when he's acting like a bastard, you need to let it go. if you aint got nothing to give yourself, or your baby...
you wont have it to give it to him."