♥ 4 A Lifetime

“Any time you sincerely want to make a change, the first thing you must do is to raise your standards. When people ask me what really changed my life eight years ago, I tell them that absolutely the most important thing was changing what I demanded of myself. I wrote down all the things I would no longer accept in my life, all the things I would no longer tolerate, and all the things that I aspired to becoming. ”

Friday, February 27, 2009

baby names

So I know I said if I had a boy I wanted to name him traehston khyle

Now I'm contemplating on my girl name

Annie wants me to name my girl something with annie in it haha so I said annysa

I'm over the nernielle name
I like khyleigh norene now
Or maybe khyleigh annysa

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

preg blog #4

I laav blogging on my blackberry :)
Especially since I bought a new battery for my phone! Finally! It doesn't die anymore thank goodness!

So I'm 17 weeks todays about 4 months into my pregnancy

Went shopping with mom n thanks to chelle I got lots of new maternity tops :)

Loose n comfy.
My waist got wider
I now fit size 5 in pants
Dam
From zero to 5 lol
I'm still affraid to wear jeans cuz its so tight so I bought leggings n stretchy pants. They're alright.
More long dressy tops too

I have hard time sleeping at night. I get so uncomfortable. Side pains here n there n hard time breathing too
I've been having nightmares!
Chelle said its normal. She went thru the same thing. But dam

I hate this feeling going to bed with no comfortable position. Plus our bed getting too small for the both of us n its hard to move around lol. I always get elbowed. In the face back side arm n chest lol

Well time to sleep nighty

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

pregnancy blog #3

So I haven't been keeping up with my blogs lately
And I'm blogging thru my blackberry so I don't really wanna exit this screen to see what pregnancy blog# I'm on

But anyways
I'm 15 weeks and 2 days about today :)
Can't wait for tomorrow I have another ultra sound n blood test
Hopefully they can see the babys gender if not I have to go back again next week which I really don't want to cuz its such a hassle going to the hospital
Especially since its so far

Lately I've been feeling sick
Headaches sore throat coughing and runny nose
Sucks!!!like a motha!!!!

My tummy is getting super hard n sensitive. A little pressure on it makes me wanna pee so bad.
I try not to sleep on my back because it makes my body hurt
I go to bed n wake up super early now a days
Haven't been eating again
Tried taking my prenatal pills yesterday n threw it up. I can't handle it
The chewables I can handle without throwing up but for some reason any pill I take comes right back out
So I haven't taken "any" calcium pills which I think is bad
But I do drink a lot of things 100% calcium in it lol

Wells ill update later
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Baby Boy

"When you in love with a man, he can make you feel high. so high you just be in outer space. but a man can also make you feel low. real low. and he can keep you there. keep you down. if you let him. dont even worry about feeling used. it's just temporary everyone gets used. men use women, women use men. just face the fact that you're going to be used. but if you feel so used, you aint got nothing left... it the man aint giving you the energy you need to love his ass... even when he's acting like a bastard, you need to let it go. if you aint got nothing to give yourself, or your baby...
you wont have it to give it to him."