♥ 4 A Lifetime

“Any time you sincerely want to make a change, the first thing you must do is to raise your standards. When people ask me what really changed my life eight years ago, I tell them that absolutely the most important thing was changing what I demanded of myself. I wrote down all the things I would no longer accept in my life, all the things I would no longer tolerate, and all the things that I aspired to becoming. ”

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

pregnancy blog....to be honest-

I cried myself to sleep.
I hate this feeling

I fucken hate being pregnant seriously!! Fuck!!!

Why do I have to be so dam sick everytime?!

I'm tired of this headache I'm tired of throwing up n not eating because I'm only scared its gonna come right back out. It hurts :(

I just wish norman can experience my pain then he'll know how I feel n why I'm so cranky n irritated all da time.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

pregnancy blog #2

I FUCKEN love apple juice lol

I don't wanna drink anything else but apple juice. N the dole or tropicana brands only haha I duno why I'm so picky lol

At least they've got vitamin c and b6 for my nausea which is pretty good plus a little bit of calcium in there. I haven't started taking my calcium pills yet uh oh lol.

I started taking my chewable prenatals jan 1st :)
They're way better than the pill. I'd recommend them to everyone! But dayum they're pretty expensive in the pharmacys

Wells... All I want right now is for norman to come home with my cheese munchies from 7-11 lol I love those things.

Norman says that I should stop eating junks but fuck cannot help if that's what I crave for. Doctor said I could eat anything I want lol.

wells good nighty :)
Happy new years everyone!!!!!

AUGUST 4 is my DUE DATE!! Woo hoo can't wait
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Baby Boy

"When you in love with a man, he can make you feel high. so high you just be in outer space. but a man can also make you feel low. real low. and he can keep you there. keep you down. if you let him. dont even worry about feeling used. it's just temporary everyone gets used. men use women, women use men. just face the fact that you're going to be used. but if you feel so used, you aint got nothing left... it the man aint giving you the energy you need to love his ass... even when he's acting like a bastard, you need to let it go. if you aint got nothing to give yourself, or your baby...
you wont have it to give it to him."