♥ 4 A Lifetime

“Any time you sincerely want to make a change, the first thing you must do is to raise your standards. When people ask me what really changed my life eight years ago, I tell them that absolutely the most important thing was changing what I demanded of myself. I wrote down all the things I would no longer accept in my life, all the things I would no longer tolerate, and all the things that I aspired to becoming. ”

Thursday, November 27, 2008

i need....

A mother fuckin pregnancy test!!!!!!!

FUCK!!

Happy thanksgiving yall!

Love you muchos

So.... I still haven't gotten my ragsssss n I'm buzzin up da ass sittin on some strangers couch n aiea tweakin on my curve...

Shopping tomorrow! Yay!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Baby?

Its been a month. Come on!!! Hurry up body n filter out everything lol! Well. I don't wanna assume n I don't wanna get my hopes up. But for the first time ever, I'm actually kinda excited and happy this is happening. The one guy I'm sure of spending the rest of my life with.
I have these two special names for my future kids if ever I had a boy or girl. I'd name them :

Girl-nerynielle traeh bolibol
Boy-traehston khyle bolibol

I always loved those names!!

What do you think? Cute? Lol

Oh wells. We'll see what happens next

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

My 2009 new years resolution

1. Secret
2. Save money
3. Pay bills on time
4. Eat healthier
5. Take in more calcium for my body
6. Be more nicer to norman lol

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

It's what we do ;]

I love this cold breezy weather.
Makes me wanna sleep in all day, cuddle up in my warm blanky n watch tv lol.

On days like these...

I EAT! lol

I cut up some cucumber earlier... soaked them in vinegar and salt mMMm... an old comfort food me and my cuzin chelle used to eat when we were younger.. LAVVS IT!

dayum i really know how to stuff my face. ate bacon, saimen, cereal, oreos, more cereal haha. shoot all in 3 hours.

When me n norman are home cuddling in bed, we eat and watch house- law n order and george lopez hhaaha
its WHAT WE DO lol

cute yeah.

i just colored my hair back to black. i like it. looks better with this hair cut annie gave me. i miss my long hair. im gonna grow it out again.

wells normans almost home from work, ill blog more tomorrow good night bloggers

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Sick.

I started today off on a pretty bad note.
Got up for work this morning, had cereal for breakfast n korean chicken from the deli for lunch.

Morning went by quick as customers kept filling the teller line...

Then my nose started running :(

I thought it couldve been dust or allergies since I was sitting near the fan n wall today. Got out pretty late since our line was out the door. At the end of the night I had a little headache.

Now that I'm home, that little headache turned into a huge migrane!!!

I got home n layed down. I feel like I'm having an anxiety attack. I close my eyes n I feel like my tongue is sweeling up in my throat n I can breathe thru just a little needle like hole n my head is spinning like I'm on x or something!!!!! OMFG!!!

I'm supposed to sleep over chelles house this week to keep her company while arnold goes to vegas. Crap so ruin my plans.

Norman left me to go to the office. Its about 12am right now. He made me chicken noodle soup before he left.

I either got sick from norman cuz he had a little cold last week.....annie n mike those fuckers on halloween we all shared cups n they even warned me I might get sick crap... Shayne at work she had small kine headache too haha ugh. I just gotta wait out my sickness.

That's what I get for not getting my flu shot :(

Gnight' bloggers
Lilypie - Personal pictureLilypie

Baby Boy

"When you in love with a man, he can make you feel high. so high you just be in outer space. but a man can also make you feel low. real low. and he can keep you there. keep you down. if you let him. dont even worry about feeling used. it's just temporary everyone gets used. men use women, women use men. just face the fact that you're going to be used. but if you feel so used, you aint got nothing left... it the man aint giving you the energy you need to love his ass... even when he's acting like a bastard, you need to let it go. if you aint got nothing to give yourself, or your baby...
you wont have it to give it to him."